I want to look like the girls in all the photos I reblog. I want to be thin. Sooo thin. I want tiny arms and tiny legs and a flat stomach. I want to be able to wear whatever I want and look good. Everything looks good on skinny. I'm 5ft and in the high-average weight for my height. Average on the scale but =[ in the mirror. I hate my arms and legs the most. My biggest dream is having thin legs in jean shorts and thin arms in a sleeveless top. Ugh! The worse part is the fact that I am in control! I have the power to give myself the one thing I've always wanted, a slim.. delicate figure. I need this. So here goes round 43296834. Maybe I'll stick with it this time. I need to.

The date: May 20th, 2012. I want this dream body by August when I go back to college, but more so by the holidays, at the end of the year. But I don't do well with far away goals. So each day is going to be a goal. To eat less and do AT LEAST 20 minutes of cardio. I'm keeping track of what I eat and marking the days I workout. Big red FAIL on the days I don't workout. Each day is its own goal.

I tend to post photos of girls that are petite because I don't get as much motivation from really tall girls with super long legs and torsos - just because it's not my body type, so I will never look like that. I try to post photos of girls that have a body that I could actually have, if I stay determined.

Yup so that's what I use this tumblr for. Inspiration. Reminding myself daily what I could look like if I stay in control.

Current Weight: 119
Highest Weight: 122
Lowest Weight: 112

Overall Goal Weight: 105